I have exactally 900 deviations sitting in my watches. all because I havn't really been over here in like a month.

I can't imagine going throught it.

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I absolutely adore it. some great black and white photography. Check it out!

or at least it will be for a while.

I can just feel it. The rest of the week's gonna be exactly the same everyday. I'll come home from summer school, eat, take an hour long shower, then sit around doing nothing but stare at the tv or computer screen till the day ends. May throw in a couple of nags from mom fallowed by me doing whatever it is eventually.

how freaking lame.

and this weekend is not looking too bright and shiny either.
I figure it'll be the same.

next week as well, except b/c summer school will be over I'll have taken to sleeping till noon instead.

bah

and all my people work! wtf... I wish I had a job to take up my time... but nay no calls coming in yet...

really sad and lonely lately, inevitably due to the repeative lifestyle I'm leading.

and it bones even harder because even if one of my friends could hang the next two days my mom will be out of town taking the car with her, and since I'm usually the trasportation...

poop


on the brightside while walking home today I figured out what I want to do for my 18th birthday! Very exciting. However I'll need to clear it with mother... it's so ideal in my mind, but those things never remotely work out so we'll see, hopefully.

I've been gone for over a week and I come back and the insanity of my watches is... insane... anyway, I have 180 deviations waiting to be looked at.

HOLY CRAP...

EDIT: ok signed on again today and there was 196! and last night I had gotten them down to about 170. Well I did some "work" and now I'm at a cool even 100.
still though... HOLY CRAP!
let this be a lesson, don't neglect your devwatch for too long when you have 86 (I shit you not) ppl your watching...

although I don't know anybody it would apply to, this song is just nice.

You call me up in the mornings
We’ll stay on the phone until dawning
You tell me secrets I actually keep
You call me up around noon and
Bring me all the good gossip
You hold my head when I throw up
I hold your hand when you weep

And we talk about friends
And we talk about records
Talk about life
And we’ll talk about death
And we dance in the living room
Dance on the sidewalks, dance in the movies
Dance at the festivals, dance, dance
No men ever really dance like this

Damn! I wish I was a lesbian
Damn! I wish I was a lesbian
Damn! I wish I was, and that you were, too
So I could fall in love with you

You call me up in the evenings
And tell me what they did this time
No matter what, I’m by your side
When it’s raining, we’ll go to the video store
We even like the same movies
No damn jedis or hobbits, this time!

And you laugh at my jokes
And I laugh at your jokes
And I even like the birthday presents you get me
And we dance in the living room
Dance on the sidewalks
Dance in the movies
Dance at the festivals
Let’s dance, dance
No men ever really dance like this

Why don’t I fall?
Why don’t I just fall in love with you?

--Hello Saferide - My Best Friend--